`missing you is all i can do.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

my life's fucked up, seriously.

both of us refused to give in. so eventually, both gets hurt, terribly.

i dont feel like gg to work tmr. i dont feel like doing anything or going anywhere.

my fox cargo, e construction worker look alike pants, my favourite. my top favourite bottom.
i was eyeing on it last yr or last last yr, saving up just to buy it. and now, its gone. cut into pieces, thrown into e rubbish chute. i dint dare to look at it. my second last time wearing it was on my bday celebration, e last was on fifteen june. and i;ll never get to wear them again. i doubt i can get e exact same one out there. oh well, its gone. gone forever. say im mad, feeling sad over a piece of cloth, but i loved it. guess i can never find another, even if i found it. can i own them?

thanks debbie. i'll follow ur advice, haha okay. im always following wtv you say i shud do.

thanks jerine. for trying to cheer me up. can try harder next time, haha. it did help a little la.

oh and my first laugh was becos i read the three of us blog. e entry posted by tng is funny.

the stars will cry the blackest tears tonight..

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